Before I forget
2020
Video Installation
Dimensions variable
Press slowly
Something has left with the sound
The record of time
Press again
Something has been brought with the sound
The wave—
The texture—
The memories which I can hardly recall
Press once again
Something happens
A wish.




Before I forget
2020
Video Installation
Dimensions variable
Screen 1
Come and go
Come, go, come and go
Come, go, come, go, come and go
Come, go, come, go, come, go, come and go.
I am afraid to let go. Anxious
I try to let go. Restless
I have lost. Left behind
Come and go in waves, pass into silence.
I record my fingernails, and my fingernails record my life
Rub and scrub. It washes my memories of childhood
Be awakened. The fragrant smell of fabric softener; the smooth texture of dolls and my soft napping blanket
Rub and scrub. It is not my memories of childhood
Being stolen. I am about to forget. It is lost. I cannot recall.
I am counting down my days of life by losing my memories.




Before I forget
2020
Video Installation
Dimensions variable
Screen 2
Again…
It seems I have just cut my fingernails recently.
It would be excellent if my fingernails stop growing.
Whatever. Just finish it ASAP.
It would be wonderful if someone could help.
Who helped me to cut my fingernails? My mom?
Did my fingernails grow more slowly when I was a child?
I bit my fingernails maybe.
How come there are lots of hangnails? Should I eat more vegetables? Or oranges? I should ask my mom to buy me some.
Should I polish my small fingernails? Why not? There’s nothing to lose
I remember I used to polish my fingernails using drawing pens to pretend to be an adult.
Hmm…Why is the colour not flat? Let me polish my fingernails one more time. Maybe the colour can cover much more
Ughhh, should I choose a transparent colour? The nude colour is not sticky enough. I should give it to my mom.
(Wipe off)
Transparent is good! Nothing seems to happen but it does. How long can it last?
It’s more convenient and cheaper if I use drawing pens to polish my fingernails.
It’s almost done and aired.
Mom, remember to buy me some fruits!




Before I forget
2020
Video Installation
Dimensions variable
Screen 3
Come over here! Friends who want to take a shower.
Join the queue one by one,
one after the other!
Oh! Brownie bear, little bear - brought home by Dad,
why does your fur seem rougher?
Look! You’re covered with mud and dirt!
Go wash, go wash, go wash!
You’ll be looking shiny!
Oh! Dear cub, little lion cub – brought home by Mum,
why don’t you freshen yourself up?
See! Your mane is like Afro-hair!
Go scrub, go scrub, go scrub!
You’ll be feeling soft!
Oh! Lovely polar bear cub - brought home by brother,
why putting on a sweater in summer?
Watch! Too hot that your hair even gets tangled!
Go splash, go splash, go splash!
You’ll be looking fluffy!
Oh! Duckling, little duckling - brought home by sister,
why not take off your hat when you’re home?
Look! Too slothful that you don’t even change clothes.
Go rub, go rub, go rub!
You’ll be feeling refreshed!
Oh! Little blanket, you little thing – who brought you home?
Why don’t you introduce yourself?
See! The small balls of fibers – here and there!
Go clean, go clean, go clean!
You’ll be having all pills removed!
‘Are you ready? It’s about to begin!’
‘Woom woom woom’… rotating to the right…
‘Woom woom woom’… rotating to the left…
Woom woom ── woom woom──
It’s done! Time to hang your clothing!
Join the queue one by one,
one after the other!



