Imagining a spill in waiting
2021
Mixed Media (Broussonetia papyrifera paper, hempaper, video)
Dimensions variable (Paper: 160mm x 120mm each)
Closing your eyes, taking a deep breath
Imagining in your mind’s eye
Oh! It’s a circle
Brushing across the tactile paper
Measuring the best distance
Right! It’s a circle
With the heart, comes memory, imagination, impression
With the mind, comes analysis, understand, processing
Straddling logic and emotion
Connected by the actions I take
This is a circle in my heart, my mind
(this is a circle in my mind, my heart)
Tearing away a cave
Can I crawl in? Can I get to the other side? Can I enter?
Perhaps… perhaps…
Knock on the door that cannot be stared at
In waiting
The breeze brings clouds, the clouds bring rain, rain brings stream
Flowing across the door, in lines, in strings, a circle is formed
Oh! The door is filled in
There’s no door. There’s no circle
What remains is a spill in waiting
The sun naps in the reflection of the ripples
Circles may be unique – an image existing only in concept can easily be imagined, but is experience enough to reproduce a circle?
Capturing a circle in my imagination, I tear out its likeness in my hands in an attempt to connect the physical with the imaginary. This action is layered with the circles in my recollections and experience (drawn, sculpted, observed), and the torn pieces are crumbled into a sphere.
I’ve become a measurer, as I gaze into the distances between plane and volume, imaginary and real. The handmade paper from mulberry trees becomes a vector of new meaning, returning to its original form as pulp.


